Description:
Elizabeth Valchar-pretty, popular, and perfect-wakes up the morning after her eighteenth birthday party on her family's yacht, where she'd been celebrating with her six closest friends. A persistent thumping noise has roused her. When she goes to investigate, what she finds will change everything she thought she knew about her life, her friends, and everything in between. As Liz begins to unravel the circumstances surrounding her birthday night, she will find that no one around her, least of all Liz herself, was perfect-or innocent. Critically acclaimed author Jessica Warman brings readers along on a roller-coaster ride of a mystery, one that is also a heartbreaking character study, a touching romance, and ultimately a hopeful tale of redemption, love, and letting go (
Goodreads).
My Thoughts:
I have to say I was really impressed with this book. I started reading it without knowing what it was about and I haven’t read any reviews on it. However I did see this book around in the bookstores on the displays and so on. Actually I got this book from my local library; I was checking out some book when the libraries told me that there just got a new book ready to be taken upstairs and out on the shelves.
I started to read and at first I really was not sure if I was going to like it. The main protagonist did not appeal me but I kept reading. Elizabeth Valchar (Liz) was a rich spoiled girl, mean, uptight, insecure, irresponsible and just plain a bitch. She is type of a person you hate because she thinks that she is better and more beautiful than anyone else. But underneath all this Liz is insecure and she is fighting anorexia even though she does not realise that but everyone around her can see her wasting away. Anorexia is not the main part of the story, the main part is that Liz wakes up dead after her eighteenth birthday party on her families boat. She drowned. The story is told from Liz’s point of view, she is now ghost who doesn’t remember anything of her life, how she died, what kind of person she was and so on. It seems all the bad things that happened to her or bad things she’s done she cannot remember. Liz is not alone though she meets Alex, guy who used to go to her school but he was killed over a year ago, it was hit and run. Story mainly revolves around Liz and her trying to discover what happened to her, it was very sad. As I was reading the book I thought to myself Liz was a bitch in life but bitch in afterlife as well., but she does get better towards the end. Even though she starts to be remorseful as to what she done and for the first time she realises what kind of person she was or going to be. I mean it takes death for her to realise this. Author made Liz very realistic character, so realistic that I believe that if Liz lived she would have never changed or became a nice person if she was alive.
Liz family was also dysfunctional, no matter how normal they seems on surface. I mean when are parents going to learn that you never give your kids everything that they want. You have to set limits. Or what parent allows their kids to drink and let them do that on a boat without a parental or adult supervision. I am not against drinking or anything like that, but that’s like giving your kid a car keys while they are drunk and letting them drive. I do not know – maybe I am being too critical. It is easy to judge other people after something bad happens. Liz’s mother was a sick person and that affected Liz on every level and she did not even realise this. Some of the scenes between Liz as a child and her mother were very disturbing. Who the hell weights an apple. An apple. So I am not surprised that Liz was the person she was, she was walking disaster. Her father is not blameless either, it appears he was never around, working long hours and when he was around his answer to parenting was money. Give my child everything and anything she asks for. Because that way I do not have to be a responsible parent. But I did feel sorry for him at the end, because no matter how bad at parenting he was – he stilled loved his daughter. I guess one of the lessons is just because you are bad parent does not mean that you love your child any less.
Overall this was very good book, and I think it is among my favourite reads this year. It had a lot drama, some romance, look into how people live. Not all of us perfect, secrets that people hold and hiding bad thing that they have done. If you like YA books you need to read this book it is very good, heck its excellent. I actually will go out buy it for my book collection. But i think I will wait till it’s released in trade paperback. I give this book 5/5 STARS. Happy reading.